You are not married yet.
So go with the flow, laugh tons, and try something new.
will you just kiss him already?
trust your feeling, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, praying also, and regret nothing.
Don't laugh at people's dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challange yourself, take pictures and appriciate the memories,
You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past.
Play dress up and then take your clothes off.
have a time of your life. :)