Today is the day you are waiting for. Your adventure is waiting for you. I'm really excited, even though I'm not the one who has the trip. But you are. I am so happy for you today. That's why I wish you have a great adventure ahead and wish you are safe out there. I know sometimes you often get accidents, cause you know, unexpected things can happen to you at any time.
"Take care," I said.
"I know, you too, " he replied. "And be a good girl, bye!"
I raised my eyebrows, what a good girl? Am I a bad girl? who lives fast and dies young? suddenly I remember my classmate ever said to me, "Don't be afraid, yolo!"
Your words, again, affected me to the core. You know, I am trying to be a good girl. But then, for what? For please anyone? No way, I am doing it because I want it to and also for myself, not for anyone else. Actually, you don't have right to say that to me. It's my life, anyway. But I appreciate your sympathy.
So there, I want to be whoever I want. I don't belong to anyone anyway. You told me I am crazy, and so what? the best people are, aren't they? It's human nature to be free, and no matter how long you try to be good, you can't keep a bad girl down.
When you come back from your long journey, I want to tell you, "Here, I've been a good girl while you're gone. Isn't it time for me to get my reward, Master?"